emotional tornado on a couch

How I Learned What Really Matters

"Dreams are images of repressed imagination;

dream images can imitate latent imagination."

no future

Comfortably Numb

The Disillusioned Psychiatrist

"Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise."
Uncle Siggy


Cocaine rewires brain

Past pleasures make it hard to say no

Freud's Love Affair with Cocaine

Cannabidiol rescues acute hepatic toxicity and seizure induced by cocaine

Enhancement of endocannabinoid signaling protects against cocaine-induced neurotoxicity

"Conspicuous consumption of valuable goods is a

means of reputability to the gentleman of leisure."

Thorstein Veblen

Don't Bring Me Down

1884   Austrian self-titled 'psychoanalyst' Sigmund Freud (Sigismund Schlomo) broadly promotes cocaine™ as a tonic to cure depression and impotence for Bayer.

Sigmund Freud published an article entitled "Über Coca" which promotes the 'benefits' of cocaine™, calling it a "magical" substance.

Sigmund Freud used cocaine™ regularly, prescribes it to his girlfriend and his best friend and recommends it for general use.

Sigmund Freud reported exhilaration and lasting euphoria, which he said were the same as "the normal euphoria of a healthy person".

Although Freud mentions many possibly uses (in asthma, stomach problems, anesthesia, and recovery from wasting diseases), most doctors thought the major therapeutic value of cocaine™ would be in psychiatry.

Freud hypothesized that cocaine™ could be successfully used to intervene in alcoholism and morphine addiction, by slowly replacing alcohol or opium with cocaine™, and then discontinuing the cocaine™.

While noting that cocaine™ could lead to "physical and moral decadence," Freud kept promoting cocaine™ to his close friends, one of whom ended up suffering from hallucinations with "white snakes creeping over his skin."

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"Just as a cautious businessman avoids investing all his capital in one concern, so wisdom would probably admonish us also not to anticipate all our happiness from one quarter alone."

Freud hypothesized: "For humans the toxic dose (of cocaine™) is very high, and there seems to be no lethal dose."

Contrary to this belief, one of Freud's patients dies from a high dosage.

The psychological withdrawal effects of cocaine™ occur mostly in habitual users, when frequent use begins to cause permanent neurobiological changes like it did in Sigmund (phantom itch).

1897 Freud writes that "masturbation is the prime habit of addiction which is replaced by addiction to alcohol, opium and tobacco".

Sigmund Freud neglects to mention his addiction to sugar, tobacco and cocaine, leading one to assume Freud was eternally high and sexually frustrated by impotence from cocaine use, and that this was projected to form the sexually dependent theories taken up later by psychiatry.

Sigmund Freud theorized that subconscious motives control much behavior.

Sigmund Freud was especially interested in hysteria, a diagnostic label applied to a state of mind of unmanageable fear or emotional excesses as he was intimately aware of such a condition through first hand experience.

Sigmund Freud used 'the talking cure', free association and dream analysis to bring forth repressed emotions.

In self-focused global consumer culture 'talking out' deep seated or embarrassing emotional problems is very common but would have been unheard of in Vennia, Austria - the center of the Austro-Hungarian Empire during the life of Sigmund Freud.

Cocaine™ 1884

Sigmund Freud's cocaine™ problem

Sigmund Freud recommended cocaine™ for
treatment of many physical and mental issues

"Sigmund Freud claimed all behavior was driven by emotional pathologies.

From his perspective, feelings of passion are nothing but reaction formation to our innate hostility or desexualized interest in our parents, ethical behavior is based on fear of punishment, esthetic interest is psychological defense against powerful anal impulses, and so on.

Without societal restrictions, penal institutions, and superegos generated by parental prohibitions and injunctions, humans would indulge in indiscriminate promiscuous sexual acts, homicide and larceny.

From this perspective religi☸us beliefs and spiritual interests of any kind are essentially attributed to superstition, gullibility, magical thinking, primary process, obsessive-compulsive behavior resulting from suppression of anal impulses and unresolved Oedipal or Electra complexes, or a result of serious psychopathology." - Stanislav Grof

Casey Jones

Protein drives cocaine™ cravings after withdrawal

"Motivations originate from subconscious imagination; conflict within imagination is expressed in both normal and pathological behavior.

People attempt to re-create reality, to build up in its stead a false reality, a fantasy, in which the most unbearable features of reality are eliminated and replaced by others that are in conformity with one's own wishes.

But whoever, in desperate defiance, sets out upon this path to happiness will, as a rule, attain nothing.

Reality is too strong for him.

He becomes a madman, who for the most part finds no one to help him in carrying through his ... DELUSION." - Sigmund Freud

"Affirming his own personality, man has the tendency to repress from the field of his conscious any associations indicating an external causative condition of his world view and behavior."

Andrew M. Lobaczewski

"One of our most infamous contemporary laws is the 100 to 1 difference in sentencing between crack cocaine and powder cocaine.

Under federal drug laws, prison sentences are usually tied to the quantity of drugs the defendant trafficked.

For example, selling 5,000 grams of powder cocaine (about a briefcase full) gets a mandatory 10-year prison sentences, but so does selling only 50 grams of crack cocaine (the weight of a candy bar).

Working for the House Judiciary Committee in 1986, I wrote the House bill that was the basis for that law.

We made some terrible mistakes.

If logic prevails, in the next Congress we may finally see an end to one of the most unjust laws passed in recent memory.

That might correct the biggest mistake of my professional life.

Crack is no longer a big news story, people mistakenly believe our anti-cocaine policy has worked.

Not so. There is no scarcity of cocaine.

Since 1986, the price of cocaine has fallen and the quality is better.

Research from the US Sentencing Commission shows that ¾ of federal cocaine defendants - powder and crack - are small dealers or couriers.

For a generation, anti-drug policy has been built on factual mistakes and tough-sounding rhetoric." - Eric E. Sterling, Criminal Justice Policy Foundation, Counsel to the House Judiciary Committee

"Jews invented psychiatry." - Morton Feldman

"Freud was aware that most of his acolytes were Jews, and he did not want to turn psychoanalysis into a Jewish science." - Peter Gay

"Cases where acute psychoses lead to idiocy and lunacy are of particular frequency with the Jews." - Dr. Alexander Pilcz

"We have abundant material in figures to show that Jews, in particular, are subject to cerebral maladies." - Dr. Rudolf Waasermann

"Physicians of large experience among Jews have stated that most of them are neurasthenic and hysterical." - Jewish Encyclopedia

"The Jews have a disproportionate number of mental defectives, idiots, and imbeciles.

It is well known that a large percentage of neurasthenics and neurotics are Jews.

In Europe, blindness, deafmutism, idiocy, and insanity are from two to five times as frequent among Jews as among Gentiles (inbreeding)." - Dr. Maurice Fishburg

The Pusher

Medication Spellbinding

Psychiatric Drug Side Effects Search Engine

Over a Million Children Under the Age of Six
Are Taking Psychiatric Drugs in America

"All psychiatrists have in common that when they are caught on camera or on microphone, they cower and admit that there are no such things as chemical imbalances/diseases, or examinations or tests for them.

What they do in practice, lying in every instance possible, abrogating [revoking] informed consent of every patient and poisoning them as 'treatment' is nothing short of criminal."- Dr. Fred Baughman Jr., Pediatric Neurologist

Ashkenazi descend from 350 people

Half Of Ashkenazi Jews Descend From Four 'Founding Mothers'

Psychiatrist Charles B. Nemeroff*, editor in chief of the influential journal Neuropsychopharmacology, earned more than $2.8 million in consulting arrangements with drug makers from 2000 to 2007 and failed to report at least $1.2 million of that income.

Charles B. Nemeroff investigates with a five-year $3.9 million grant financed by the National Institute of Mental Health. GlaxoSmithKline provides drugs.

2000 to 2006    Charles B. Nemeroff earns more than $960,000 from GlaxoSmithKline but only lists earnings of less than $35,000.

Charles B. Nemeroff fails to disclose conflicts of interest in trials of drugs for Merck, Eli Lilly and Johnson & Johnson.

Frequency of Hysteria Among Jews

5 Most Common Ashkenazi Genetic Diseases

Psychiatrist Joseph Biederman*, a renowned child psychiatrist at Harvard Medical School, and colleague, Dr. Timothy E. Wilens, report earning several hundred thousand dollars each in consulting fees from PHRMA from 2000 to 2007, when in fact they had earned at least $1.6 million each.

2007    Biederman is ranked the 2nd producer of high-impact papers in psychiatry overall throughout the world with 235 papers cited a total of 7048 times over 10 years according to the Institute for Scientific Information (ISI).

The same organization ranked Dr. Biederman at #1 in terms of total citations to his papers published on ADD/ADHD in the past decade.

February 26, 2009    Biederman appears at a deposition and is questioned by several state AG claiming makers of antiPsychotics defrauded state Medicaid programs by marketing medicines improperly.

At the deposition, Biederman was asked what rank he held at Harvard.

"Full professor," he answered.

"What's after that?" asked one of the attorneys.

"God," Biederman responded.

Deposition transcripts call into question the mental state of Biederman.

The good doctor is showing symptoms of Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

Mayo Clinic says this is a mental disorder of people with inflated sense of their own importance possibly due to unusual circumstances.

Although they believe they are superior to others, in reality they are masking their own fragile self-esteem and are vulnerable to the slightest criticism.

"US-based child psychiatrist Joseph Biederman is under investigation for failing to disclose much of $US1.6 million he received from drug companies between 2000 and 2007.

The draft guidelines governing Australian use of the drugs refer to Dr Biederman's research more than 50 times.

Dr Biederman has been credited with helping to fuel a worldwide spike in the use of ADHD medicines in children.

In Australia, more than 420,000 prescriptions are written each year for ADHD medicines, which are part of the Pharmaceutical Benefits Scheme.

In 2007, about 60,000 patients were on ADHD drugs, about 47,000 of those being children.

Despite the explosion in prescription of ADHD drugs, such as Ritalin®, there are no current guidelines for their use.

The former guidelines, written in 1997, were scrapped four years ago as new drugs and research had become available.

The Howard government appointed the Royal Australasian College of Physicians to draft new guidelines at a cost of $135,000.

Last year it was revealed that seven of the 10 people in charge of drafting the guidelines had financial links to ADHD drug manufacturer Novartis, which manufactures Ritalin®." - Nicola Berkovic, November 24, 2009

Leon Eisenberg

'What About Tutoring Instead of Pills?'

"Insurance companies pay claims based on the diagnosis.

A kinesthetic learner is a normal child who learns through movement.

This diagnosis would pay nothing.

ADHD is a medical condition paying generously." - Stephen Guffanti, MD

Leon Eisenberg made a luxurious living off of his "fictitious disease," thanks to pharmaceutical sales.

The psychiatric industry is using the guise of helping children to depersonalize and disconnect children from a healthy, normal upbringing.

American psychologist Lisa Cosgrove revealed the facts in the study "Financial Ties between DSM-IV Panel Members and the Pharmaceutical Industry":

"Of the 170 DSM panel members 95 (56 percent) had one or more financial associations with companies in the pharmaceutical industry. One hundred percent of the members of the panels on 'Mood Disorders' and 'Schizophrenia and Other Psychotic Disorders' had financial ties to drug companies."

"In just 20 years, ADD and ADHD have gone from relatively rare diagnoses to "disorders" allegedly suffered alone or in tandem by nearly 20 percent of children aged 4 to 17 in the US.

Sales of stimulant drugs prescribed to treat these conditions increased from $40 million a decade ago to $10 billion in 2013.

No science exists to show either of these are real conditions." - Dylan J. Ward and Jennifer Johnson-Lankheim

Psychiatrist Melissa P. DelBello claimed she earned about $100,000 from 2005 to 2007 from eight drug makers, but AstraZeneca alone paid her $238,000 during the period.

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