Ten Years After Decriminalization,
Drug Abuse Down by Half in Portugal

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What comes from nature:

tobacco, tea, coffee, cocoa, cannabis, coca, mescaline, psilocybin, opium, beer, ale, wine and the other herbs.

We know from history how natural drugs work.

They have been around for thousands of years.

Do we truly understand these chemical cocktails?

I'm Not In Love

The Look of Love

Sister Golden Hair

A chemical cocktail killed Brittany Murphy.

Brittany Murphy believed in the power of chemicals to solve living problems.

Ten legally prescribed chemicals, including Topamax®, methylprednisolone, fluoxetine (Prozac®), Klonopin®, carbamazepine, Ativan®, Vicoprofen® (hydrocodone and ibuprofen), propranolol , Biaxin® and hydrocodone, were in Brittany's body at the time of her death.

Carbamazepine ( C15H12N2O) is typically used for the treatment of seizure disorders and neuropathic pain.

Used off-label as a second-line treatment for bipolar disorder and in combination with an antipsychotic in schizophrenia.

Also claimed to be effective in ADHD.

Propranolol (C16H21NO2) is used to treat high blood pressure, a number of types of irregular heart rate, thyrotoxicosis, capillary hemangiomas, "performance anxiety," and essential tremors.

Methylprednisolone is a corticosteroid medication used to suppress the immune system and decrease inflammation.

Conditions in which it is used include skin diseases, rheumatic disorders, allergies, asthma, croup, COPD, certain cancers, multiple sclerosis, and as add-on therapy for tuberculosis.

Common side effects with long-term use include osteoporosis, cataracts, weakness, easy bruising, and yeast infections.

Apparently she could not find the proper chemical combination!

Windmills of Your Mind

Long Cool Woman in a Black Dress

A chemical cocktail contributed to Anna Nicole Smith' death and certainly made it difficult to feel much of anything.

Nine legally prescribed chemicals were in Anna's body when she died.

"Nine prescription drugs including anti-depressants, anti-anxiety drugs and the sedative chloral hydrate were found in Anna Nicole's blood.

It is our determination the cause of death is combined drug toxicity and a bacterial infection, a viral intestinal infection, possibly flu were contributory causes of death." - Broward County Medical Examiner Joshua Perper

A chemical cocktail killed Elvis Presley.

Eight legally prescribed chemicals were in Elvis' body when he died.

Anna or Elvis would have been better off drinking beer, eating mushrooms, chewing coca and smoking cannabis or opium.

The aforementioned intoxicants occur naturally and are not highly distilled chemicals like ethanol, LSD, crack cocaine and Heroin™.

Goodbye Norma Jean.

Hollywood created a superstar.

Like a candle in the wind.

Your candle burned out long before

your legend ever did.

Candle in the Wind/Goodbye England's Rose

Unchained Melody

Secret Life of Marilyn Monroe

Who else died from chemical addiction?

Marilyn Monroe, Aimee Semple McPherson, Lenny Bruce, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Judy Garland, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, George Sanders, Jean Seberg, Margaux Hemingway, Pier Angeli, Edie Sedgwick, Inger Stevens, Heath Ledger, Michael Jackson, Robin Williams, Prince, Glen Frey, Tom Petty ...

... and the legions that died of lung disease caused by chemical additives to tobacco or polonium-210

... and the legions killed by the demon alcohol: rum, gin, whiskey, bourbon, scotch, vodka, tequila, everclear ...

... and the legions that died from laudanum, absinth, æther, formaldehyde, choroform ...

... and the legions that died from high-fructose-corn-syrup, transfat, melamine, sodium perservatives ...

... and the legions that died from phenothiazines (neuroleptics) like Thorazine® or Klorazine®

... and the legions that died from atypical antiPsychotics like Zoloft® and Zyprexa®

... and the legions that died from antiDepressants like Prozac®, Luvox®, Effexor®, Pristiq®, Wellbutrin®, Effexor®, Lexapro®, Remeron®, Paxil®, Celexa®, Serzone®

... and the legions that died from ADHD medications like Concerta® and Ritalin®, Methylin®, Metadate®,

... and the legions that died from NSAIDs like Vioxx®, ibuprofen, aceteminophen,

... and the legions that died from over-the-counter experimental formulations like phenylpropanolamine, dextromethorphan, ...

... and the legions that died from opiates Vicodin®, Oxycotin®, ...

... and the legions that died from benzodiazepines (minor tranquilizers) like Librium® (chlordiazepoxide), Valium® (diazepam), Ativan® (lorazepam), Klonopin® (clonazepam) ...

Benzodiazepines linked to higher mortality than heroin, cocaine

... and the legions that died from barbiturates like phenobarbital (a barbiturate that works by increasing the activity of the inhibitory neurotransmitter GABA), Nembutal® (pentobarbital) or Seconal® (secobarbital) ...

Secobarbital was widely used for recreational purposes in the 1960s and 1970s, and many accidental overdoses of media celebrities including Aimee Semple McPherson, Marilyn Monroe, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Judy Garland, Jean Seberg were associated with this drug.

At the tender age of 16 I went to a pill sorting party with my cousins Madeline and Teresa. There was a group of young men that burglarized pharmacies. They would dump the pills out of their containers into money sacks for transportation. We had been eating a lot of various tranquilizers so I felt invincible. We sorted them and bagged them for sale as they were doing street sales flooding the local high schools and colleges. They said we could eat as many as we wanted so I did and overdosed on rainbows.

Relationship between moderate adolescent cannabis use and exam results

One Less Bell To Answer

Warning children of the dangers of drugs has now forged a backlash.

Children have now discovered other ways to make them feel 'high'.

When I was young we tied a rope to a rafter in the garage and a plank to the end of the rope.

At this time all us kids knew you could make yourself giddy by standing on the lawn and spinning or twirling around.

We got 'high' by rapidly turning around and around while standing in one place so we decided that a little mechanical enhancement might increase our giddiness.

We also understood this from the perspective of a merry-go-round.

So we experimented.

You needed two kids to make the 'spinner' work.

One was seated on the plank with one leg on either side of the rope while the other pushed head or feet to cause the rope to twist and knot.

At first we would tighten the rope to thirty revolutions.

We then let go, gave the 'rider' a push and off they would spin.

It worked great for getting one giddy.

We did this for a while but we kept pushing the envelope.

What about forty revolutions!

What about fifty revolutions!

Finally one day we were really tightening it up when it snapped!

Now it was not to far to the ground and the rider was young and limber so the floors rapid ascent did not hurt the young rider.

But the rider did come away with a significant injury.

When that rope snapped it released its pent up energy like a whip.

Young boy, one leg either side of the rope.

Wayne had a hard time walking for a little while after that.

(Wayne fathered three children so there was no permanent damage.)


I liked to climb to the top of the baseball field light pole.

When you got to the top, about 60 feet, you better hold on tight because the light pole swayed back and forth ten feet. What an adrenalin rush!

Recently new methods of getting 'high', without the use of drugs, have become common place with children. One is 'huffing'.

Take a common household product, place it in a paper bag and breath the fumes. Result brain damage and death.

Another one is bleeding which requires cutting.

What a rush! Just do not cut to deep! And have antibiotics on hand!

Another is the 'choking game'.

Children and young adults cause the blood flow to the brain to decease by compressing the carotid artery.

They 'play' with each other and they 'play' by themselves.

When they 'play' with each other at least someone is there to help them release the pressure should they black out.

When they 'play' by themselves and keep pushing the limit, as described in the above 'experiments' there is a very real chance of brain damage or death.

Ask Sasha Sepasi's parents how it feels to find your child dead from a 'chocking game' accident.

"I wish she would have tried crack cocaine." - Bob Sepasi

"These are typically not kids who are using drugs, but they are doing it for the same reason that kids use substances. It is an opportunity to get 'high' that does not have the stigma of drugs attached to it."- Julie Rosenbluth, American Council for Drug Education.

Now successful people with lots of money also play the choking game:

Mark Lombardi, Aaron Swartz, Tim Bergling, Michael Hutchence, Ines Zorreguieta, Alexander McQueen, Robin Williams, Chester Bennington, Chris Cornell, L'Ren Scott, Kate Spade (Brosnahan), Anthony Bourdain, David Carradine, Jeffrey Edward Epstein ...

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Using Psychedelics to Increase Performance
and Reprogram the Mind/Brain Interface

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Entering A Psychedelic State: Inside Holotropic Breathwork

Is the night chilly and dark?

The night is chilly, but not dark.

The thin gray cloud is spread on high,

It covers but not hides the sky.

The moon is behind, and at the full;

And yet she looks both small and dull.

The night is chill, the cloud is gray:

'Tis a month before the month of May,

And the Spring comes slowly up this way.

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

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The New Science of Psychedelics

How Psychedelics Saved My Life

Hallucinogens Have Doctors Tuning In Again

Brain on LSD: First scans show how the drug affects the brain

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No link found between psychedelics and psychosis

A century ago, mescaline was the only chemical substance known to science that today would unequivocally be called a psychedelic.

1960 Alexander Theodore Shulgin takes mescaline and awakens.

"It was a day that will remain blazingly vivid in my memory, and one which unquestionably confirmed the entire direction of my life." - Sasha

Sasha, deeply intrigued by how a chemical could have such profound effects on thoughts, feelings, perceptions, began to study these biomolecular effects.

"Dr. Shulgin had something of a peekaboo relationship with the authorities.

He had a strong relationship with the Drug Enforcement Administration; Bob Sager, formerly head of the agency's Western Laboratory, a close friend.

Dr. Shulgin often advised drug agents, served as an expert witness in drug trials, wrote a reference work on controlled substances used by law enforcement and for many years was licensed by the DEA to do research on Schedule I drugs, those identified as having no clearly defined medical use and a high potential for abuse." - Bruce Weber, June 7, 2014, New York Times

1990 Shulgin publishes Pihkal: a chemical love story – an abbreviation of 'Phenethylamines I have known and loved' – blended personal history with detailed procedures for making 179 psychoactive molecules.

Fellow psychonauts eagerly test his recipes.

When the DEA finds copies of Pihkal in clandestine drug labs, the agency revokes Shulgin's licence to work on Schedule 1 drugs.

"Sasha's compounds are used in neurobiology to investigate the role of serotonin receptors in the brain.

The chemicals DOM (2,5-dimethoxy-4-methylamphetamine) and DOI (2,5-dimethoxy-4-iodoamphetamine), for example, are used to activate particular subtypes of serotonin receptors and study their relation to conditions like depression and psychosis, including exploration of mechanisms of action of antidepressant and antipsychotic medications.

DOI has been shown to induce the rapid growth and reorganization of dendritic spines and synaptic connections with other neurons, processes known to underlie what has come to be referred to as neuroplasticity.

Today, in the early 21st century, there are well over a hundred chemicals known to have psychedelic effects, some say over 200.

The majority of these were discovered through chemical synthesis and testing by one man: Sasha Shulgin." - David E. Presti

Neuroplasticity: The 10 Fundamentals Of Rewiring Your Brain

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Early Years of American Psychedelianism

The Acid Profiteers: Drop-Out, Turn-On, Cash-In

The Dirty Fucking Hippies Were Right

Hallucinations are surprisingly common


"The End of the World is a projection of internal catastrophe: the paranoiac's subjective world has come to an end since his withdrawal of his passion for it.

And the paranoiac builds it again, not more splendid, it is true, but at least so that he can once more live in it.

He builds it up by the work of his delusions.

The delusional formation, which we take to be the pathological product, is in reality an attempt at recovery, a process of reconstruction.

I remember having twice been in danger of my life, and each time the awareness of the danger occurred to me quite suddenly.

On both occasions I felt "this was the end," and while otherwise my inner language proceeded with only indistinct sound images and slight lip movements, in these situations of danger I heard the words as if somebody was shouting them into my ear, and at the same time I saw them as if they were printed on a piece of paper floating in the air."

Sigmund Freud

I Can See For Miles

"Show me a sane man

and I will cure him for you."

Carl Gustav Jung

Nonsense is critical for falsification purposes.

alice through the looking glass


i remember vividly feeling compelled to action on the first trip through the looking glass …

i could not identify the compeller but it must have been the Holy Spirit

all my behavior was basic reality testing

i could not discern whether the Holy Spirit was a good or a bad spirit

i will give you a personal account of one instant …

i took a handful of 8d box nails and set down on the sidewalk …

i felt for magnetic field lines, identified them and started aligning the nails …

i started with four nails and positioned them in a compass pattern aligned with the magnetic lines

i gently rolled the nail toward the position in which it would be perfectly aligned with the magnetic grid but released it slightly before it would hit the mark …

i ended up with perfectly aligned radial pattern with eight rays four nails deep, perfectly positioned in the center of a sidewalk square …

8 radial arms at the compass directions and at the midpoint between compass directions, 4 nails deep …

it took about a minute …

my intent was to get the nails to align in a perfectly symmetrical pattern and i used the magnetic field lines of the Earth to accomplish the task which i could actually feel with my hands …

physical movement weds conceptualization of reality to physical reality through ritual movement creating Intentional Reality

this is what would be considered a miracle in ancient times

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